Brandi Glanville: “l’ll be dealing with the damage [Eddie Cibrian & LeAnn Rimes] caused for the rest of my life”

Real Housewives of Beverly Hills reality star Brandi Glanville has opened up about just how badly Eddie Cibrian’s affair with LeAnn Rimes has affected her life.

“I still battle with depression and trust issues,” Brandi admits on her friend Jennifer Gimenez’s website, “I survived my heartbreak, but I will be dealing with the damage it caused for the rest of my life.”

“I share half custody of boys,” she says, which she “equates to me having a half and half split personality.”

“Here comes the other 50 percent of my personality: fun, single, party girl Brandi,” she writes. “I don’t always love her. Sometimes, I don’t even like her.”

When she’s with her sons, she is “complete.” However, when her ex-husband, Eddie, and his second wife, LeAnn, have the kids, “The feeling of falling back into the darkness hits me.”

Brandi admits, of her heavy partying, “It’s my way of not sitting at home, alone, falling back into my dark place.”